Post #11 : Wordless Friday

Post #10 : Exam?

29 June 2012. My first of two paper. Well, kind of lazy to memorise everything. But this subject only have 5 chapter. Good God, I have no idea what is wrong with me. The past year question is not easy at all and I'm still lazy?

Well, writing about it here doesn't help either way. Maybe I need to pull the last second study stunt?

Post #9 : Date with doctor

Today went to UMMC (University Malaya Medical Centre) for a follow-up checkup. If you read -me-, you would know that I had nasopharyngeal cancer.

So went there around 1.30pm since the appointment is at 2pm. Long story short, the doctor said the are still many crusting inside my nose due to the radiotherapy. Thus, I was advised to clean my nose with the given medicine.

My last checkup the doctor said she saw the remaining tumor is still there. But since there are so many crusting, she couldn't be sure. Since there are no confirmation, I feel confuse. Actually I don't know what to feel. What if I have to undergo for a new radiotherapy session? I don't know, I really don't.

Well, we'll see in 2 weeks time. Hopefully it will be better.

Post #8 : Fun - Some Night

This song, in a way, sums up my life, in a way. I know many others feel the same. Enjoy. I love this song

Post #7 : Wordless Friday

Post #6 : Friends?

Ok, see the picture? What is your first thought after seeing it?

My thought after seeing this picture? Well, at first it was funny. After that I was smacked by the reality. The majority of Facebook users have hundreds to thousands of "friends" in their friend list. Sometime I can't help but to wonder, do this person really know all those people in the friend list?

According to Oxford Dictionary a friend means a person with whom one has a bond of mutual affection, typically one exclusive of sexual or family relations. So, the question here is, have you met your Facebook friend in real life? Do you have that bond of mutual affection?

I myself only have 157 people in my friend list. But I do know all of them. I've met 99% them before and these people have become part of my life at some point. The 1%? Well, I'm friend with them because they constantly remind me of reality, of who am I. Though I've never met them, I am still thankful for that.

From this picture, I can conclude that I should find those who would care for me as I would take care of them, have the same feeling I have for them, those that I can trust as they trust me.

How about you? Do you have friends like this?

Post #5 : e-PJJ

e-PJJ stands for elektronik pengajian jarak jauh or in English, it is simply part time studying. Well, I'm doing my degree in e-PJJ mode. The students in this mode are allowed to take 4 subject maximum per semester, and it would take up to 5 years to complete the degree course. It may be a long period but usually those who take e-PJJ are working folks.

Since I've got fired because of my cancer, I was thinking to go to full time mode. I just can't concentrate in the e-PJJ mode. Plus, my classmates isn't very close to me. I know I'm not open and it is not my style to go ho ha here and there. I didn't even have their facebook. I practically have to begged one of them to add me at facebook. Seriously, I begged! And recently I found out that they have a course group at facebook. And all this while they never bother to mention anything to me.

Lucky me, since I found the group by chance! I would have miss a lot of thing if I didn't found the group in time. When I say I'm going full time mode, none of them really care. True, since we're not close, why would they care? Hahaha!! Anyway, After the final exam, I'm hoping to change my status from part time student to full time student. And I'm hoping to do my full time student at UiTM Kedah. I rather die if I have to do it in UiTM Puncak Perdana. Why? Because that's the place where I'm taking my part time class. I don't even want to see the lecturers!

If you anyone want to do e-PJJ study, advise them to be strong will and patient. They will face so much crap from the students, lecturers and management.

Well, thank you for reading my rambling. Hahaha

Post #4 : Haze

Picture from Bernama

The haze is back in Klang Valley. Yesterday was the worst I think. In the picture, you can barely see the Petronas Twin Tower. It is reported that the haze started because of the fire from Sumatra, mainly caused by farmers and plantation company. Even some part of Indonesia were affected as well.

Now, haze is like an annual thing. You just got to be prepare for it. Always have the relevant product and medicine with you all the time.

As for me, like other day in my life, I just stay inside the house. But I got to admit my skin is itchy, and I sneeze way too much! Alhamdulillah, this morning the rain poured down heavily, clearing the sky and freshen up everyone, I believe. However, I still can see the haze, though not as thick as before. We'll just have wait for it to settle down. No other choice, except by taking precaution such wearing facial mask or keeping your asthma medicine with you (if you have asthma) and so on. I've read on Facebook, the haze have arrived at the nothern part of Malaysia too. Well, they do "go with the flow". Hang on tight everyone, the haze is not here forever.

Post #3 : Blog Header

Yeap, got me blog a header. This would not happen if wasn't for photoshop!!

Ok, I downloaded the background somewhere from the Internet, and just add the words using photoshop. I didn't actually design the damn background. Happy now?


And uh, just send Ammar to KTM Padang Jawa, on his way back to Perlis now. All alone in the big house until tomorrow. Ooooh.....

Post #2 : Renovation in Progress..

This blog is still under construction. Currently working the header and I'm just can't find a name for this blog. Bleh, I'll figure it out later. About the header, it's going to be a simple one. Nothing too fancy since I can't do anything fancy anyway. Seriously, what name is suitable for this damn blog?! Aarghhh!!

EDIT

RollAround :: RollAbout
I think it's cool. Okay, it's official then! Now, I just need a nice header...blergh

Post #1 : Hello

I've deleted my old blog. Why? Because after reading everything in my old blog, I feel stupid. Now, new beginning. I think it's appropriate with my cancer and everything. New beginning in life.